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Greetings, how are you today? i wanted to share an image with you. Our very country is being torn a part by the jabbed/unjabbed. Look at this:

Thankfully, in this day and age, we still have our Constitution. We still have the Bill of Rights. Lets not allow one freedom to be lost. This is a very shocking discovery, is it not?

Dad took his Toyota Camry Hybrid in to have the hybrid battery changed. After work, i picked him up, and we had breakfast. i got into a discussion about Kyle Rittenhouse today, and i got blocked. i was off today, so after i picked up my Dad, i mostly slept. Now, i am up at night lol. Not much going on otherwise.

i got off work at 6:30 AM. My Dad sent me the address for the Toyota Dealership. i followed the directions mostly. But i did get turned around. i thought the dealership was located after Matlock. i discovered this was not the case, and so i had to go up to Collins and turn around and go back down towards Cooper. This time i turned onto Cooper, and found the dealership. After i pulled in i called my Dad.

My Dad told me i could go ahead and go in. It would take him a couple of minutes to get there. He said they might have coffee and donuts. But i never went in. Instead i smoked a cigarette while i waited for my Dad. Just as i finished smoking, my Dad came on out. i was surprised to see him. His car was already in the service center then, i thought. Dad said he didn’t see donuts, but he did see coffee. After we left the dealership, we went to McDonald’s.

Later in the day, i got a call from the Veterans Evaluation Service. They reminded me of my appointment on Saturday. i told them i need to reschedule. So, they will get me a new date, they said. But it has to be within five days. Hopefully Tuesday. i actually had to call them back, because i missed the call. Another call i got was about Medicaid. But i ignored that one.

Well, me and Bob Fowler on Facebook had it out again. He blocked me. It was over something to do with Kyle Rittenhouse. Supposedly, Kyle Rittenhouse is being sued again. This time by a guy who pointed a gun at him, according to James at BCP. The irony. Anyways, Bob and me were discussing about how Kyle Rittenhouse faced libel from CNN. He deserves to sue, and he would win too. CNN distributes nothing but lies these days. It is so bad, i rarely ever watch, or read CNN.

Well, i guess that is about it for today. My Dad is still waiting to pickup his car from the dealership. i hope you enjoyed reading my post. Dad and me had a productive day. But hopefully tomorrow we can pick up his car. That is usually how it works. Listening to Mark Job right now. He is giving the context of a scripture, where the Hebrews ate to there contentedness but forgot GOD. Our hope is in GOD almighty. Have a good day.

Today, my Dad took me to the farm. i talked to my Therapist. i met my Uncle Harold, and i think he was working harder than any of us. We actually broke ground on repairing the shed. i will be celebrating Lent. Stephanie blocked me, then her Facebook was deleted. An important message about World War III, and also a “forbidden scripture”. i also got to drive my Dad’s Toyota Camry. Twice.

How are you doing, today? Today was spent mostly waiting to go to the farm. My Dad had to tie down, and screw down, several big pieces of wood. Including six 4×4 pieces. i woke up at 7 AM, but rolled over and went back to sleep. At about 9 AM i woke up, and my Dad i kept hearing the sound of a saw. i went down stairs to check it out. My Dad was using his saw to cut several different pieces of wood. He then would screw the wood onto the 4x4s, to keep them from sliding around beneath the chains and straps. This was to keep the 4x4s on the trailer. It worked beautifully too.

While my Dad finished up his job, getting ready to go to the farm, he sent me to get breakfast at McDonald’s. He wanted a Sausage McMuffin with egg on it. He also wanted an iced tea, half sweet half unsweet( half and half). Dad sent me in his Toyota Camry Hybrid to retrieve breakfast. For myself, i just wanted a cinnamon roll, and a medium coffee. When i ordered the tea, McDonald’s just handed me the cup, and i was on my own to prepare the tea. i mixed it, with unsweet and sweet. But i would rather have mixed it sweet, then unsweet and stirred it. i also forgot the ice- in iced tea. LOL. i thought that i was so special driving my Dad’s Camry, that i must have forgotten it.

When i got back into the Camry, i discovered that i had a call from VES. The Veterans Evaluation Service, out of Houston. i called them back, and they took my name, my phone number, and birthdate to identify me. Then, the Lady proceeded to tell me about an appointment on February 25, 2023. i let the lady know i work that day. She offered to reschedule me! i was so excited. But then, the phones got disconnected. So, i am going to have to call her back tomorrow, and hope i end up talking to the same person.

i got became upset driving back to the house. i realized i had forgotten the ice for the tea. Then, to there was more than one road block. i kept driving very carefully, just like Scott had shown me. i think he would have been proud. i didn’t accidently drive through a school zone, while i was on the phone. But GOD took care of me. i made it back home safely, and was able to get my Dad, most of his breakfast. He even drank his tea without ice.

i smoked a cigarette before i ate my cinnamon roll. i was shaky from driving still. Driving a new car is always a challenge for me. It is fun of course, but i have to get used to its quarks. Right as i sat down to eat my cinnamon roll and drink my coffee, i logged into talk to my Therapist. i was so delighted to talk to my Therapist, because my anxiety was high, and i knew i could relay that to her. i did, and we ended up discussing taxes, because its tax season. i let her know, i will probably not get a refund because i owe money to the IRS.

After i was done talking to my Therapist, i finished my cinnamon roll. About that time, my Dad had finished preparing for our trip to the Farm. i took my medicine, too. Then, we started off in my Dad’s Honda Civic. After a stop at ALL SUPS, a gas station on the way out to Archer City, Texas we got back on the road to the farm. The wood stayed on the trailer just fine. The Civic did a good job of pulling the trailer to, i might add.

On the way out to the farm, i got the idea from someone i know, that i want to celebrate Lent. For Lent, i am giving up coffee. Caffeine actually. So i don’t end up cheating, i decided i would give up Caffeine. Because otherwise, i would be slamming those Dr. Peppers. So, i went down to the QT (Quick Trip) down the road, and got me a Dr. Pepper, a Hot Dog, and a QT (coffee), before Midnight, Lent begins today on the Twenty-Second of February. It ends on April 6.

The Shed

My Dad and i got to the farm. This was the condition of the shed, when we arrived.

The Shed had about fallen down. The last time i had seen the shed, it still had three walls up. The wind has been strong, during the winter time, the last couple of years. Although now, its like, already spring time out. Here was another angle of the farm, where if you zoom in you can see part of Lake Kickapoo. It was really down, too. Just like the shed, you can see the mud.

This is the other angle. You can see that everything is dried up. When i went out to the farm in 2017, this is what it looked like

Wow, that is quite a difference, isn’t it? You can see that in 2017 it had rained quite a bit, whereas, here it is February, and the farm is all dried out. It was green and lush that year, with lots of Sunflowers too. So, people were getting there limit with dove that year.

Here is my Dad’s tractor. He bought it so he could plow up the field, and plant. But now, with the field so dry, he cannot plant anything and it have any hope to grow.

i went a head and tried to friend Stephanie. It didn’t go well. She blocked me. i sent her a couple of messages in Messenger too. i don’t understand what happened. i have fond memories of communicating with her. My dog died, and i really wanted to reconnect for a while, maybe she would have discussed it with me, and let me share about it. With Max gone, thoughts of her had been helping to keep me happy. i also wondered how she was doing. “How are you doing Stephanie?” That is what she wants to see.

Anyways, after we broke ground on repairing the shed. My Dad called Uncle Harold. He has a drill, for drilling the holes, we were trying to dig. So, my Dad called to see if we could barrow the drill. i should have gotten a picture of it, so i could show you what i mean. It is not really called a drill. But it looks like one. With a picture you would see what i mean.

Uncle Harold

Uncle Harold invited us over. He offered to allow us to use his drill. But, in the end we ended up not using it. We had to continue digging the hole by hand. Uncle Harold and Dad measured out the lengths of the shed. This is because some additional wood is needed. Uncle Harold wasn’t sure how long the pieces needed to be. So, he and Dad used a measuring tape to measure the lengths. At one point, we measured the entirety of one length of the shed. It was me and Dad at this point, because i was holding the tape measure. Uncle Harold also gave us some carpenter terms to play around with. “Dog leg”, being the one i remember. Its to help hold up the roof of the shed.

Before we made it back to the farm with Uncle Harold, we drove around a bit. Uncle Harold asked several people if they had the correct fuel for the drill. Everybody he could think of to ask, seemed to be out. But, they did try to find some fuel. It was so neat, to see the people of Archer City helping out like that. Then, we stopped at ALL SUPs again. This time, Uncle Harold also bought food for us. It was a real treat too. i got a chicken sandwich and did not even need ketchup for it. My Dad got some chicken wings, and potato wedges.

Well, that is pretty much it. Uncle Harold ended up being a big help. He showed us how to use a 5 gallon bucket, to fill the hole with water, to make it easier to dig the soil out. So, next time when we go back, we will be able to continue to dig out that soil. It was rough going before we added the water. You have to let it soak into the soil, and then you can start digging again. So, we got that down. But, it was night time, so it was time for Dad and me to head home. Uncle Harold decided to leave as well. Before we left, i could hear the coyotes howling, in the distance. It was such a scenic night, even though the wind had not died down. i just am not sure how that shed remained standing, with it blowing, and you could see the condition of it in the picture. Also, its clear to me, that between my Dad, me, and Uncle Harold we got somethings done.

The Watchman

i was advised to stay away from Revelation. But, sometimes, Watchman doesn’t go past Matthew 24. This time, i went into Revelation so i quit watching. But from what i saw, it was a pretty informative video. In the opening sequence, he outlayed the problem the church has of identifying Christians. He used a sermon that John MacArthur, and another pastor, gave, to highlight this. What did Watchman leave out? Where John MacArthur stated that “It was the Church persecuting the Christians.” – John MacArthur. Later on, the video goes on to explain the increasing conflict between Israel, and Syria, in Damascus. Israel carried out more air attacks against targets in Damascus, Syria. Then, later on in the video, The Watchman discussed the Democratic People’s Republic of North Korea (DPRK), and how they are increasingly becoming a nuclear and strategic threat. Still, later on, in the video were clips and highlights that suggest the conflict in the Ukraine is going to spread, and that the United States wants to step up its support for Ukraine, by training the Ukrainians to fly F-16s, and use more advanced equipment. Its becoming clear that Putin is leading a successful war in Ukraine, even though it didn’t originally go how he had planned it, where he would just march into Kyiv.

It was the Church persecuting the Christians.

– John MacArthur

i can see it coming already. The Europeans will be speaking Russian. With all of the threats about from the People’s Republic of China, The Islamic Republic of Iran, and Russia, the United States will need to maintain a large military. Our allies will have to do something to drastically increase there militaries as well. Some people claim it is Armageddon. But i don’t exactly know that for certain. We are certainly capable of destroying ourselves, without GOD’s help. Look at Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Its fiction, yes, but we do have the concept of the Death Star, as well. i do believe JESUS is going to return. We know not, the day or the hour in which JESUS will return. Only the Father knows that. His timing will be perfect.

Mambo No. 5 and Awesome GOD

i wanted to share a couple of songs. The first one i want to share is Mambo No. 5.

i really like this one. i like this song, because he sings about, and to the girls he knows, the women in his life. i really always enjoyed that one. But now, i really appreciate this song. i would like to write a song of my own, about the women in my life. Will i be able to write about you?

LOL. Poor Don Lemon got the axe for his sexist comments delivered the other day. About Nikki Haley, being “In her fifties, well past her prime”. Remember how Don Lemon was out to get Trump? Demanding apologies from white people? What goes around, comes around.

Last, but not least, i wanted to share another of my favorites. i have been listening to it since the year 2000. It developed special meaning. Here it is, the year 2023, and i am still listening to it. Our GOD Is An Awesome GOD, it means so much to me, even more than when i first heard it. There must be a scripture somewhere, that says “Our GOD is an Awesome GOD”. Please, enjoy. i am tired, and ready to go to bed. Good night.

Tomorrow, i am going to the farm. i also talk to my therapist. Today, Scott drove me to see my Mom. i need to save for either a new car, or an engine for the Kia Soul. i am listening to sermons on the radio. Dr. Robert Jeffress just went off the air.

i just caught the end of Robert Jeffress. He was talking about Elijah, and Pathway To Victory is giving away an Elijah Map, to people who donate. You also need to request it. i donated one time, i was supposed to get a map, but never received it. i guess i was supposed to request it. Nevertheless, Pathway To Victory has done a lot to uplift and encourage me. Still, i keep an eye on the mail incase i get my map.

The engine in my Kia Soul is shot. i need a new engine for the Kia Soul. i was driving down Perkins, i had just bought cigarettes. Suddenly, i heard a “pop” noise, and the battery and oil light both came on. i could feel the car slow. But i made it to Waterview Drive, before the car stopped dead. It would not turn on. i did not know what to do, or what was wrong. So, i called my Dad. He said “Call AAA”, so i did that, and requested towing. While i waited for the tow truck Scott called. We talked for a while. After i took the car to Milt’s Auto, they looked at the engine and determined for me, that i need a new engine. The price: a small fortune of $7000 i don’t have. So, it looks like i could end up getting a new car.

Today, Scott came over. Scott did not have to work today. My Dad was using the Honda Civic. So, after Scott arrived, he offered to take me to Mom’s. We went over for a while, and we got a couple of drinks. We talked with my sister Elizabeth, my Mom. Then we played with Brice, Tale, and Adelaide. Scott had to use the toilet, so i took the opportunity to go ahead, and smoke. Then once i came back in, Scott and me decided to leave. We also went to Dunkin Donuts, he got an iced coffee, and i wanted a maple donut. Only thing is, i thought he was going to order a donut for himself, but he didn’t. We ended up splitting the maple donut. Scott took half, and i got the other half. It was a nice little snack. Then, we sat around and talked to Dad for a while.

i am going to the farm tomorrow. i don’t really want to go, although i do want to move to Archer City. So, i am going to go and help my Dad fix the shed. It is very dilapidated, and only the roof remains. So, i guess we are going to set up some support for the roof, or something. We want to take a picture of before and after. Perhaps, i will post the pictures here. i am not initially looking forward to going to the farm, but when i have gone, i have had fun. So, it will be ok.

Last, but not least i am talking to my therapist tomorrow. i am looking forward to it, because last session seemed so productive. We talked at great length about my Naval service, and i felt it was very helpful for me. i gained a better perspective of what i am doing today. By trying to get back on Active Duty in the NAVY. i want to finish what i started, is all. i think right now, we are waiting for a waiver as to whether i can even serve, seeing as they had diagnosed me with Asperger’s Syndrome.

Well, anyways, i hope you enjoyed reading my blog. This is the most recent update. i have been working, but i am off today and tomorrow. So, i am grateful for that. Of course, the time might come where i need to request additional hours. Things are going up in cost, it seems. i enjoyed my time with Scott today. i am looking forward to talking to my therapist. i still miss Max, but i am getting better i think. Have a nice day. God bless you.

My Mom gave me a gift. She had been saving it, to give to another teacher at school. After over a year, she gave it to me. i ended up using it today. My Dad made it back from the farm. It sounds like he had a good time, with William and his three room mates. They brought there guns out, and did some shooting. There is a revival going on at a place called Asbury. Let us pray that it lasts, and spreads.

Mom gave me a Chick-Fil-A gift card. She did it in just the nick of time, too. i was running out of money, so i went ahead and used it. It still has some money left on it. i will get to eat some more Chick-Fil-A. Yum. Thank you Mom, GOD has used you to provide for me in my need. Maybe one day, i will get a chance to pass it on. She really helped out, big time. This was after she bought me dinner at Cracker Barrel. i forgot to mention it. i was going to try to hold onto it, but i ended up needing it just as soon as i got it.

William didn’t show up at the farm until 4:30 PM. So, Dad was out there for a while by himself. But he did get something done. He re-attached the front tire of his motorcycle, so that is done. After William and his room mates got there, they shot there guns for a while. But it started to get dark. So, they tried to call something up, like a coyote. Another time, one of them shot a boar. They it it in the rear-end. But it didn’t stop, it kept going. It probably went and died somewhere. Later, William and his room mates used there guns to hunt bull frogs. hey even cooked up the frog legs. Dad said the frogs would bounce into the air, when they were hit by the gun. i was at work during all of this. It sounds like and adventure to me.

i am listening to Lion of Judah on YouTube. They are saying that, “GOD will fight your battles”. i really like there channel. It is always convicting, uplifting, and encouraging. i love things like that. i use it for encouragement in my walk with JESUS. GOD has seen our situation before, and He will fight for us. It gives the story of King Jehosephat in 2 Chronicles. i know i am not perfect. No one is, except for JESUS. But i try to warn people away from Hell, and into the safety of JESUS. That is important to me.

i still am so impressed with the book The Right Thing. i like how the author went into his formative years, and i feel i got to learn a lot about him. Like, for example, his father was stationed at Misawa, Airforce Base. So, the author got to experience the same place as me. Which makes it easy to identify with the author. He told a story of his Dad’s, where his Dad, an Airforce pilot, had to eject from an F-100, and how he positioned the plane so it would land in the sea, while he ejected. After he had ejected, the jet turned around, and went for a school. But the jet crashed and exploded into a ball of fire, next to the school. Everyone at the school survived.

Well, anyways, that wraps it up for me, i think. Clearly, there is not much going on, for me, but i am learning to be content. My needs are being provided for. GOD is causing things to work together for my benefit. i am so happy with the way things are going. Thank you for reading my blog.

Today, Scott and Steve came over, just before they head to California. What a blessing to see them. They came over, and drank coffee with me. We discussed the Ruckman Reference Bible, and also the Lexus they were driving. i think it belongs to there Mom. i told them to drive carefully. i cleverly asked if they were going to get a job in California. But they said “No”. So, i guess that means they will be returning to Texas. My Dad is with my brother at the farm. William and Dad are shooting there guns, and William brought his room mates to shoot as well. Mom, and me ate at The Cracker Barrel yesterday.

When Scott and Steve came over, i was pleasantly surprised by receiving a call from Scott. He told me they would come over. After they arrived, i told them i have to work tonight. They were so polite, and didn’t stay to long. But we talked for a while, and they drank a coffee with me. i was so glad to see them. If you see this, i send my greetings, Scott and Steve. Thank you so much for the cross and the Bible. Safe travels.

Today, my Dad and William went shooting out at the farm. Last night, i bought my Dad a Snickers bar to take with him to the farm. i am sure he was surprised by that. Dad brought his own gun with him. Maybe he is planning to make it out, hunting this year. A couple of William’s room mates also showed up, so i heard. It is neat that Dad made it out to the farm. Last spring, he was out there almost everyday. This year, i think it is the first time he has been out to the farm.

Mom too me to eat at Cracker Barrel. i wanted to either eat there, or the Boston Market. When we got to the Cracker Barrel, we had to circle back around. Neither of us could remember where the entrance was. Thinking we could find another entrance, we swang onto Frontage Road along I-20. But we had to drive completely back around. We got out of the car, and there were several people in front of us, to be seated. By the time we got to our seat though, the restaurant had cleared out a bit. Mom got a chicken fried steak, and i got chicken tenders, with fries and Macaroni and Cheese. It was so delicious, i ate almost every bite.

i wanted to share a couple of things from YouTube. The first thing i want to share is Civilization II’s version of Ode To Joy

i watched a movie. This is what came on, during one scene. So, i looked it up, and shared it with my Mom. i opened my browser to write to you. i saw that Ode To Joy was still up, and so i decided to share it. Originally, in the game, Ode To Joy would play during “We Love The King Day”, in your cities in Civilization II. It was so exciting when that happened.

i have to work tonight. i am still up because i watched this amazing video about John 17. It was very fascinating.

It is very encouraging and uplifting. Alan Horvath does quote Revelation a couple times. But i was able to follow along with what he was saying. Sometimes, i think we need stuff that is encouraging and uplifting. The name above all names, is JESUS. But my Mom explained a little bit about the name Jeshua once, when i was older. Alan talks about John chapter 17, where JESUS prays to the Father, before He is crucified.

i started a new book. The book is titled The Right Thing. It is by CMDR. Scott Waddle (Ret.). He wrote his account of what happened when his submarine, USS Greenville collided with a Japanese fishing boat off of Oahu. In it is a memorable quote by President George W. Bush.

“I know this fine American patriot feels terrible about what took place. It was a terrible accident. And like any good commander, he’s taken the heat, he’s taken the hit. I read in the newspaper that the man is actually going to go over to meet with some of the parents, which I took as an act of great compassion. This is an officer who bears all responsibility, and to me, that says something about the man’s character.”

-President George W. Bush

So, far, in the book i have read a lot about Mr. Waddle. He was raised as an Ai Force Brat. He wanted to fly, just as his father had done. He ended up being accepted at the Naval Academy and West Point. Before all this, the future Commander gave his life to JESUS. What a blessing to know this. A scripture i read this morning goes like this: Psalm 118:24 This is the day which the Lord hath made; we will rejoice and be glad in it.

i just wanted to share that scripture, and the quote with you. The rest of my story is in my book. i still have not settled on a good title for my book. But i will find one.

Scott, my friend, is off to California. He is attending a funeral, so he will be out of town for a bit. We have plans to go to the base, after that. i have this scripture to share: Hebrews 11:1 NLT Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see. i say this, because i hope to travel as well. But the means to travel do not seem immediately apparent. So, i put my trust in GOD, that he brought me through it once before, he will do so again.

My Dad is trying to get back on a regular schedule. He drives UberEATS and Grubhub. He also said he has something important to do on Wednesday. i supposed he was hinting that i should go to sleep too. Or, at least turn off the light. So, i smoked, then turned off the lights. My Dad also probably wanted me to get off my phone, too.

i am messaging with Sheila on Messenger. My friend Jack introduced me to her. She is from the Philippines, and she knows about Corregidor. Corregidor Island was an American base at the beginning of World War II. Sheila teaches major subjects in education as a college professor. It is such a pleasure to meet you, Sheila. She is a Godly woman. Thank you, Jack.

i am off today. i went and got me a QT hotdog. This is because, i am up at night, as usual. i like being up at night. It is so peaceful. It started to sprinkle earlier. Then, it became windy, so i suppose the wind blew the rain clouds away. Texas really could use some rain.

Listening to June Hunt right now. She is going through with someone about LGBTQ. She really has such a good way of explaining things. One thing the caller said, is that he “Found no happiness” in the LGBTQ community. It is very interesting that he said that. He set himself a part from the community he claims to be a part of. There is definitely a spirit to it, despite what June Hunt has to say. How else can one explain the sudden explosion of people involved in LGBTQ+?

Supposedly, i am still in the NAVY. They asked for my height and weight. i need to update my ID card. That may be another thing to accomplish over at the base. Mr. Hogan says he wants me to “figure out what it is that they (the NAVY) are trying to do with me”. From what i understand, they are getting me a waiver for Asperger’s Syndrome. Among other things. To allow me to finish my service.

GOD orchestrates the day. Somehow, there is always a rhyme and reason to everything. i believe that is the truth, that GOD leads us through our day, each day is a gift. i cannot see GOD, but as i write, i see evidence of GOD all throughout everything i write. All of a sudden, GOD has me, talking to Scott about him, me, and Steve going to the base. That is no accident, because Scott has expressed an interest in going to the base more than once.

i give thanks for each and every day. Today, i cannot help but notice i am a bit sluggish. Its probably because Max is gone. My sluggishness impacts everything i do. i went and ate, it was a little bit of a chore. i got her done though.

i am just listening to 90.9 KCBI. On Fire is playing, by Third Day. i really like that song. Speaking of which, i need to read through Philippians again. i received a thirty day challenge to read Philippians once a day, for Thirty days. Philippians is four chapters long, it can be read in one sitting. So far, reading it each day has been impactful.

i am committing myself to learn Japanese. i read about an app called MochiMochi. i downloaded it, and i will check it out at work. Another thing, there is a learning method i read about for N5 level of Japanese. Apparently, you can take a test and be certified in Japanese. You have to learn 5000 words, 70 grammar patterns, and a few other steps to achieve it. i will do further research, and write more about it as i go along. The MochiMochi app offered several trial courses. As i said, i will try one of those out tonight.

i feel so terrible about this war in Ukraine. i wish we could make peace. Were we to make peace with Russia, we would also win the peace with Iran and China. Mr. Putin has put me in a bit of a perplexity by his actions. So, the sooner this war ends, the better, i say. We should not be shooting other Christians. We should be shooting terrorists, and fighting for freedom. Personally, i think we are being played by both sides in the war.

Now Putin claims he is fighting for freedom. This claim, will stick, if he keeps saying it. Other countries will begin to believe him. But, Putin is delusional, because Putin does not have the Bill of Rights. Eventually, this claim might catch up to him. He might have to stop his war in Ukraine, to actually go fight for freedom some place.

Now, for Trump. Trump won, but the FBI cheated. Biden was selected. The FBI has always been on the side of the democrats. Just read Mark Shaw’s Collateral Damage, about how allegedly, Robert Kennedy, then Attorney General, may be linked to the deaths of Marilyn Monroe, President John F. Kennedy, and Dorothy Kilgallen. One of the things that Dorothy Kilgallen confirmed, is that there are aliens. Allegedly, before she died, Marilyn Monroe was also informed about aliens “and things from outer space” by JFK. Six months later, she was dead.

One of the similarities between JFK and Trump is there exposing of the corruption within our government. This is true, because anyone who has seen the meme of Pelosi and Schumer in Islamic garb knows that they are in bed with Iran, and probably the PRC. For some reason though, they hate Russia. But, as i said, the Russians are Christian. Hmm. Very telling. This is why we need Trump back at the helm. If we go to war with Russia, it will be a one sided war. America would win hands down. Putin has to know this, yet he is still trying to fight. For what reason, i wonder.

i have probably ruined my post by going on about the Russians. But i am just trying to highlight for any readers how ridiculous this war is. Had Trump been President, as he had been elected, we would not be in this mess with Russia. But i for one, will never shoot a Russian. Never. Personally, i don’t want to shoot anybody, but one of the reasons i don’t want to shoot Russians especially, is because they are Christian. i am a Christian as well. If any Russian paratroopers land in the backyard, i am going to make coffee for them, and offer them cigarettes. i don’t think they would harm me. There is no reason too. i would be unarmed.

This is Max. We found out his real name is Abraham Lincoln. Max crossed the Rainbow Bridge. i thought he was going to go last year. But, he doggied up an extra year. It was his best, i think. We went on hikes, and a couple of drives too. i took him to see the Christmas lights. He really enjoyed that. It was his last experience, before he began to rapidly deteriorate.

Max made it into the New Year. i was surprised. But something was different: Max could no longer jump on the bed. Eventually, he stopped going up the stairs. Except, for a couple nights, i watched Star Wars, and he went into the extra room with me, to watch it with me. He knew that watching Star Wars was important to me. Then, the day before he died, there was evidence he made it up the stairs one last time.

It was Saturday morning, i was still at work. My Dad called me, and told me Max was rolling around, barking. Max was not able to stand up, even with assistance. i called my boss, and tried to get to leave before work was done, to take Max to the Animal Medical Center on I-20. i had to wait for my work partner, Phloum, to show up. It was 5:30 AM, so i knew it would be after 6 AM by the time i made it home. Poor, Max was suffering and i knew it. Time was of the essence.

i drove home as fast as the speed limit would allow. It was 6:15 AM by the time i got home. i did not even go smoke. i could see Max was suffering. His eyes were rolled back, and red. He could not move. There was waste on the floors. So, i poised the door open. Then, took Max to the Honda Civic. i put a blanket down, and laid him across it. i went and shut the door, and got in the front to start Max, Lincoln´s, final ride to the vet.

Max was so content. He actually let out not even a whimper as we headed towards his final destination. i got to the vet, and went inside to make sure it was open. Two young ladies were at the counter. i told them about Max. They asked did i need help bringing Max in. i thought about it, but said, “No, we will be fine”. i was wrong. As i tried to bring Max in, i realized he was heavy. He even tried to help me bring him into the vet.

It was like Max realized what was about to happen. The two ladies brought out a doggie stretcher, and they helped me put him on it. They went and wheeled him into the room. Meanwhile, it cost $88.00 for me to pay for Max. After i paid, they brought me into the room with Max.

The vet explained what would happen. They were giving me a few more minutes with Max. i told him “Goodbye”, and “Tell Grams and Sophie hi, for me”. i barely got the words out of my mouth before i started sobbing. i could not believe this was the end for my faithful friend. They had given Max a catheter. They gave him a sedative. Then, they wheeled him into where the vet was at.

After a few moments, they wheeled Max back into “The family room”. i could see breathing was a choir now. He was calmed down though, by the sedative. The vet explained to me what each dose did. She had three doses. The second dose, given to mental health patients, was described as like a rollercoaster. By the time the nurse got exactly half way through administering the rollercoaster dose, Max was gone. He had stopped breathing, his tongue hanging out, the pain from his eyes was gone. Max was gone.

i miss Max. i miss when he would jump on the bed and lay with me, or when we would go into the backyard so he could go to the bathroom. Or, when we would go for walks too. He was always so loyal. Good bye, Max.