Love Is A Difficult Thing

I wish I could just tell her, “I love you”.

Well, anyways, today I uploaded my final documents for Voc Rehab. I also just sent the documents off. Hopefully, this time I will be accepted. Third times the charm. Anyways, I was wondering how you are doing? Did you have a good day today. Did you get done what you expected?

My Dad and me tried to make peanut butter fudge today. But what happened? Is that the peanut butter tasted like garbage. I had Taco Bell and Pepsi after testing the peanut butter, and it ruined them. Gross. Unfortunately, my Dad wasted the ingredients, by going ahead and making the fudge. He threw it out, later. Thank God! I mean that in the most senser way, too. Because that peanut butter was awful! I went to the store and bought Jiffy, so tomorrow we might make another batch.

Right now I am listening to the most beautiful music in the whole world. Bach! It never gets old, you know. I remember listening to Bach’s Brandenburg Concertos when I was a kid. I would fall asleep to them. So, I played it the other night, and went right to sleep.

I have been reading Luke for Advent. Its interesting how even Mary did not believe who Jesus was. Oh, don’t take my word for it. Read in Luke 8: 19 His mother and his brothers came to see Him. But they couldn’t meet Him because of the crowd. 20 Someone told Jesus, “Your mother and brothers are standing outside. They want to see you”. 21 He answered them, “My mother, and my brothers are those who hear and do what God’s word says”.

Mary saw the Angel, and the Angel told Mary what would happen, who Jesus is. Yet, even she did not believe, at the time. It is easy to fall into doubt, about who Jesus is. We must be more watchful.