I Remind Myself

Poor Max is gone. Just gone. My faithful companion for all these years. I cannot believe his passing, it made me sad- yet happy to know he crossed the rainbow bridge, into petland. I was just thinking of him, because he was so close to me. His sounds are no more.

Yesterday, I returned to the Founders Plaza. This time with Scott. He talked for a good long while, about his exciting time working at DFW Airport. We laughed, we played with the water fountain. Well, I did. It was so neat the things I found. I will have to share the pictures later, as I do not have them uploaded. After we went to the Founders Plaza, we drove back, and stopped at Braums. Scott said he was more tired than hungry, but he still ate some fries. I almost gave him the fries.

Today I will talk to my therapist. I will talk about how I threw my phone on the ground, in frustration, at McDonalds. I am still embarrassed by that. But then again- they did finally bring my food out. I had not taken my medicine. I was frustrated because they would not take me into the Army. I still am not sure my status with the NAVY. They keep changing what they are saying on me. At one point, they said they were separating me for not drilling, or not taking the vaccine. Now, they sent me an election letter, but would not let me retire.

I had hoped to be inducted into the Army, instead of having to go through MEPS. I really had hoped that would work out. It seemed promising. But I spoke with Staff Sergeant Hamond over the phone. He told me that I needed to go without my medicine, and without my therapist for six months. I could not even make it one day without my medicine. To be honest, I look forward to talking with my therapist.

So, here I sit on my bed- typing on my laptop. I am not using this laptop to its full potential. I am also preparing to listen to “EnterTheStars” on YouTube. I am also listening to KCBI 90.9, with Caryn & Jeremy. I really like this new morning program. The couple is actually a married couple. They both expressed early on, they were just so excited to be living in North Texas.

Don’t let me alone, God. I saw a Billy Graham tictok, and he spoke about the conscience and how overtime, God might decide to let us alone, if we become to comfortable in our sin. I always worry about that. I saw this scripture shared by Jim Heard on Grace Point:

Psalm 18:1 (KJV)

Iwill love thee, O Lord, my strength.

Well, that is all for now. God bless you, and please have a wonderful day. Thank you for reading my blog post.