She will be missed. She saw a lot of history. The royal family must be devastated by the loss. She reigned for seventy years. Her Majesty saw so much history in the making. i saw part of the funeral, while i was at the VA last week. Queen Elizabeth II, i hope she followed Christ. She did say she tried to imitate Christ’s example. i saw that. It was interesting when the Archbishop read the convocation to the Funeral. Just think, that is more of God’s word heard by 4 billion people. The word of God was heard by almost the entire world. Your Majesty, you will be missed. God bless England!
i am debating about Trump on Facebook. This is the millionth time. i really should stop debating about Trump. His record speaks for itself. Trump was probably the greatest President America ever had. All news about Trump is “fake news”, propagated to counter his legacy. Trump has taught America so many things. Love thine enemies, do good to those who persecute you, never give up. America needed to learn these things. But America is kicking against the yoke of Christ.
Lamentations 4:1 “Look how the gold has become tarnished! The fine gold has changed! The sacred stones are scattered at every street corner.”
i shared this scripture from Lamentations. It spoke to me. It speaks about how the gold, which everyone considers valuable is no longer valuable. There is fine gold, but it has been changed. Making it worthless. The sacred stones are scattered about. The sacred stones are the people of Israel, scattered about the earth. The fine gold is the church, and the gold is Noah and his family. That is what i believe. All need to be redeemed by Jesus Christ, the light of the world. Somewhere it says, Christ redeems the gold. He refines the fine gold. He gathers the sacred stones from every street corner.
Here is a picture of my coffee machine. My medicines. Very fascinating photo. My Dad collects plastic cups from Cane’s. Cane’s servers some of the best chicken fingers. So delicious. The drawers are full of silverware, and you cannot see it, but off to the left is the toaster. Pilled up are the bags that my medicine was shipped in. This is an older picture of what my coffee mess looks like. It is very sparse. i don’t even use creamer.
The above picture is a car i am looking at. i think i will buy it, when i can get the money. i like that red color. Allegedly, the Nissan Versa gets 41 miles pergallon. The car has 80k miles on it. its what i like- a nice small car, just for me, and my friends to ride in. The windows look like they have a slight tent, which i really like. Electric windows. i will get some alloy wheels for it.
Listening to Dr. Michael Youssef. He is being played on KCBI 90.9. It is so good to hear his voice, actually. He always talks about how God wants us to be holy. How God loves us. But a part of God’s love, is sharing the truth with us. That we deserve God’s wrath. Everybody. God picks no favorites, says Dr. Youssef. Right now, he is talking about Joseph being sold to Egypt. His enslavement there, and how Potifier’s wife treated him. His question: “Why does God allow evil”? God allows evil for our benefit. God has a plan for each of us. Look at Joseph and Daniel. They each followed after God. Both stories are uplifting, about people who followed God without question. They never complained.
i need to put on a new t-shirt. i have been wearing this one for about a week and a half. Each day that goes by, i realize the importance of taking care of myself. Sometimes i forget. Sometimes i refuse. But i somehow manage to care for myself eventually. Brushing my teeth is my priority, because at least people don’t have to smell my breath. Each day, we are challenged to love God, and that is so important.
i smoked a cigarette. i think i will smoke again. Each time i smoke, i feel on top of my game. But as soon as i finish, i feel regret. i feel that even though smoking isn’t a sin, God disapproves somehow. i feel guilt and regret, whenever i smoke. But it also makes me feel good, while i smoke. i think i will go smoke again. You can see how often i smoke by reading my blog. i will also refresh my coffee.
Each time i go and smoke, i notice how my Dad has two dirt bikes, both Baha’s, and they just sit on the back porch. They no longer have fuel i them. The fuel was drained. Some of the fuel spilt on the ground. Got to watch out for that when i smoke. The dirt bikes are red and white. They are very fun to ride. But my disability comes out when i try to ride a dirt bike. One time, i crashed a dirt bike into a house, at the Graves house. That was up in Washington. Poor Joshua, he didn’t know that i was going to crash into his house.
Each night, i spend more money. i need to watch my money, so that i can afford a car. Hopefully a Kia Soul. But i may have to go for the Nissan. My dad said he wants himself, and or my brother to check the car out, before i purchase it. i can just picture myself driving my own car once again. Hopefully, i don’t get into a wreck. That is what happened to the Hyundai Accent. It was a white car, with manual windows. i really liked the manual windows. It meant i had to do something in order to smoke.
No more Beto spam. That guy is a creep. i would never vote for him. He rides the coat tales of Mexican Americans (ones who came here legally, or have a legal right to be in America) and it is so offensive. Trump didn’t ride any coat tales. Trump, by God’s grace, made his own path to the white house. Beto is desperate to beat Abbott in order to bring the WEF to Texas. If Abbott wins, he will be in for his third term as Texas Governor. He has worked hard, and deserves a third term. Plus, his disability makes me think he can represent me. That whole disability thing, my disability is an invisible inhibitor. But it is so helpful to me, to be successful in my work. My work includes school.
My Trump debate tapered off. Proof- the discussion is over. You either support Trump, or you don’t. Trump has a way of dividing a room. Trump also has a way of uplifting a room. Trump gives encouragement where he can. But lately, he has often had to deliver bad news, about the depressing state of the country, left by Obiden.
Everything is boring right now. Everything is boring, without Stephanie. Stephanie, please come make things unboring. Please? For a while there was Lady Raven, but even Lady Raven has left me. She has made herself scare on Fetlife even. So, i don’t know, she might delete her fetlife. My one and only friend on Fetlife. i love Fetlife. It has produced some fond memories of “The life style”, with Lady Raven. She used to share images with me- oh those images. They helped me so many times. Ones like, “Big Boy”, and the Lady with the whip, over her slave. Next to her horse. She collared me at one point. Oh, Lady Raven, i miss You.
Well, i will go now. i have shared some of my deepest thoughts. My predicament with Stephanie seemed so close to fulfillment. Then, she blocked me. Of course, i didn’t realize she was Stephanie. i wish i had figured that out. i would have told her i loved her. She was precious to me. Greater than fine gold. i will imagine pleasing Lady Raven.
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