The Anxiety

I really feel the anxiety right now. I went, bought tacos at Taco Bell. I ate them in the parking lot. Then, I went to 7/11 and bought a pack of cigarettes and coffee. You might think the coffee brings on the anxiety. Maybe it does. I just know, it happened in between going from Taco Bell to 7/11. After going to 7/11, as I drove home I just thought of “Rejoice in the Lord always, and again I say rejoice!”. I love that song, that verse. It just so happens that my radio program I am listening to is discussing anxiety, so I am listening.

My friend, from the Navy, Martin introduced me to his stepdaughter. Well, he is going to do so tomorrow. We already texted on Whatsapp. Martin had me send him two pictures. Then, she sent me two pictures. Her name is Samantha. Samy, or Sam for short. She is from Tujillo, Peru. A Peruvian lawyer. So, she has some education.

Martin called me, while I was barely a sleep. He insisted on the pictures. So, I obliged. I am happy and single, but I want to help out. I am not sure what this will mean for me. I will probably get attached. This is Martin’s antidote to Stephanie, I think. I must admit, she is gorgeous. So, I am not sure what my day holds in the morning. I might be getting married. After chatting with her for a while, she seems pretty smart too.