How I Feel About Myself

How are you doing today? Did you know that I signed up for Lyft? I am waiting for my background check to be approved. I’m going to see about renting a car to drive for Lyft and see how that goes.

Other than signing up for Lyft, things have been the usual. I work today, and today is also pay day. Yesterday, I went to QT and got some hotdogs to eat. KEMP ISD shutdown in Texas, this week because of having a large number of COVID cases. The article I saw didn’t specify whether it was the Delta Variant or not.

Anyways write down why I feel anxious. I feel anxious because of work. I also feel anxious because of my car crash. I’m worried about the future. I feel a little bit of anger from these three things. I also do not feel competent because of this anxiety, the anger, and even the depression.

I was just contacted by Lyft. They updated me on my background check, and asked what my questions were. I wanted to remain engaged so I asked do i need insurance when I rent a car. Also will the rental company charge me a fee for driving Lyft.

Reading my news feed, The Daily Wire, is saying that the Taliban has blocked Kabul airport to westerners. The news story, here, private rescue flights are also facing obstacles. These private rescue flights, according to the article are to bypass the Biden Administration’s pullout. The planes are leaving Kabul with hundreds of empty seats.

Later in the article, it says the Taliban will allow foreigners to leave Afghanistan. But meanwhile, Afghans are trapped, and being blockaded from the airport. These Afghans are people who helped us during the war and were promised that they could come to America. There are Americans far beyond Kabul who cannot get to the airport safely. Even though an estimated 4,400 passport holders and there families have been rescued. This article was published on August 25, 2021. Just yesterday, on Wednesday.

Well, I got my coffee. Smoked my cigarette. Now I am still waiting to hear back from Lyft. I would be so excited to drive for Lyft, though I am nervous too. Nothing would make me happier than driving people around the Metroplex, and throughout North Texas.

I´m listening to the “The Watchman” channel on YouTube. The channel is all about, “World News and Bible Prophecy”. My keyboard is all messed up again. But I will share the video for you here:

Remember, that Jesus Christ is The Way, the Truth, and the Life.

This particular video included Tucker Carlson´s segment on UFOs. “Watchman” thinks the UFOs are the strong delusion. He also discusses the New Age movement. He asks, “Am I trouble maker?” He also says, “I hope so”. He claims everything happening are the signs of the end of time. Including the climate change. He argues these are signs from God about “The End”. China joins with Russia and Iran to conduct military drills in the Persian Gulf. He discusses Vice President Harris trip to Singapore and Vietnam. The Taliban begins targeting activists and journalists who aided foreigners. Christian Persecution is also a feature of the video.

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Time to light the fires, of faith I think. I tried resetting my keyboard so I could keep typing. But I don´t think it worked. All a part of troubleshooting.

I do not let my malfunctioning keyboard stop me from typing. I just figure out the new sequence and keep going.

I just had my VA appointment, and had my prescription refilled of Propanalol. Some other medications were discontinued. Well, I think that is all for now. Once again, I hope this finds you well.

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